well, my ex finally came to his senses. but it is too late? no. i guess he needed to see what else there is, and maybe i needed that time. and maybe at some point i may feel like i need to see what else there is. god works in myterious ways and things happen for a reason. i’m slowly regaining my focus, but yet another death in the family has got me down. they do say “things comes in 3’s”. i don’t even want to know what’s next. i have been accepted into the Rhode Island School of Design and also Pratt Institute in Brooklyn, NY. They are both out of state for me and i don’t know which one is the better choice. i live in charlottesville, va, and although ny is closer, i still cannot decide between the two.