it has been a little while since i logged in last. i have decided that the Rhode Island School of Design is the one for me! i am excited. things are good in my life right now. everything falling in to place. (finally). he is happy for me and may be moving near there to be closer to me. we shall see. but i am excited and i cannot wait for my new beginnings. life rocks!

well, my ex finally came to his senses. but it is too late? no. i guess he needed to see what else there is, and maybe i needed that time. and maybe at some point i may feel like i need to see what else there is. god works in myterious ways and things happen for a reason. i’m slowly regaining my focus, but yet another death in the family has got me down. they do say “things comes in 3’s”. i don’t even want to know what’s next. i have been accepted into the Rhode Island School of Design and also Pratt Institute in Brooklyn, NY. They are both out of state for me and i don’t know which one is the better choice. i live in charlottesville, va, and although ny is closer, i still cannot decide between the two.

I have found the most awesome pair of flats. They are the most comfortable shoe, EVER. And they came in my favorite color, brown with an off-white stripe. Once I find my camera I will post a picture. I’m so excited. Ohhh, life’s simple pleasures, lol.

i am still new at this web site and i am still trying to figure out what all the buttons do (LOL). i’m a senior in high school with hopes of going to college for possibly a career in graphics design. i have so many great ideas. but all these great ideas and hopes have all become a blur as of late. my heart is aching and the tears do not stop. my grandmother has passed away, but i was ok with it, she went peacefully and i know she is in a better place and is no longer suffering. and i just see it as my gaining of a guardian angel. my boyfriend of about 4 years, since the 8th grade, left me, has found somebody new (who is a complete b*tch and loves to lie) and wants nothing to do with me, or so he says. my first love and this is how it ends??. the new girl is not even a nice or cute girl. she’s got him so twisted around her fingers, and i thought he was stronger then that. although i know i’m allowing this to affect me, i cannot help the hurt i feel inside and i am losing focus.